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  • Dec. 10th, 2010 at 6:43 PM
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Ok so this is the official sticky post.... and where I explain my journal....

So this is pretty much me ... its my life, my loves, my hates, my sorrows, my joys and yeah ... everything in between.

My journal isnt exactly friends only, as yet, but all the good stuff is locked down.

If you want to be a part of the beautiful insanity, go right ahead....

Comment to be added. 

That is all.
 

Things to do in the next few years... )


Am I too lost to be saved?

  • Nov. 10th, 2008 at 12:53 PM
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Ok so its been a while and this is more for me than anyone - i have kind of deserted my flist. Sorry guys. But yeah.

So... whats been up? Well I have finished uni for the year!! First time off in 5 straight semesters ( I did summer 07/08 too) and so all I have to do for the nest 4 months is work and chill to the max. YAY. I have some major dvd watching/ book reading to do, amongst other things. Im going back to work after a few months off - leave due to mental stress and exhaustion - and so im officially "back" now so I get to start earning money again ... although I dont knwo how many shfts im going to get. A few I hope, Im trying to save for a new car! I just went up to see my Dad in QLD and spent a crap load of money  in like 5 days. There were big DVD sales so I bought like 15! Argh. But they were between $9 and $15 each so thats not too bad.  But I need to do an actual budget now.

Loving the new season of Supernatural - times a million! Happy times. Theyre coming out for a con next April - heee! and also I ordered TenInch Hero on 
www.megastore.se so thats exciting.

All in all things are better than they were a few months ago. Big dramas. But thats me.

Hope your all well and Ill hopefully speak to you soon. Luvs.

Sometimes I lose myself...

  • Jun. 10th, 2008 at 10:20 PM
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So its down to days ... 10 to be exact. CRAZAY!! It doesnt feel real. You know? Plus I have exams till then anyway. I had accounting today - argh, hard. 7 questions, 3 hours. Hard hard hard. But its is done now so :)

Also boys are dumb. They say all these things and get you all confused - and then just leave and dont say anything. Even friends that are boys. They suck. Sorry for the whinge, but yeah, stupid me. 

So anyways, this is my HIATUS notice... not that it really matters, I rarely post these days anyways. But Im hoping to keep an occasional blog whilst away so if anyone wants to check it out its http://eurotrip08.livejournal.com ... and im hoping I get to update it regularly cos Ive told other friends and family about it.

So yeah,

Stay cool.

Also if anyone has downladed Season 7 of Smallville and wants to burn it for me Ill be your friend forever! And Ill pay for the discs too! Im sooooo hooked :) hehe

Cos Im leaving, on a jet plane :)

  • May. 19th, 2008 at 5:49 PM
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ONE MONTH TO GO!! EUROPE BABY!!

Crazy right? I know, cant beleive it was like AUG last year when I started planning. And now im wishing I had done more, cos its 30 days and Im busy with uni and its like AHHHHHH! But nah, it will be sweet.

I keep having these dreams where I havent packed and I miss the plane. Guess thats normal. 

So yeah, major uni assessments (yes they are made of ass hehe lol) are done - now just gotta start the study yo. Crap. Oh well. I guess I get one hell of a reward at the end of it. 

So yeah, a random boy has come back into my life (one that I once dated I might add) and yeah.... im gonna see how that goes.

Stay chill.

 

To buy or not to buy...

  • May. 14th, 2008 at 12:20 PM
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Hey all,

SQUEE!! Season 3 is availiable to buy off Amazon.com - beats waiting for it to come back on TV here!!

Also, I am off to Europe soooooooo soon!! YAY ... although I have to get through uni first. I have an assessment worth 40% due friday - eek!!

Good news on internet front - when i get back from Europe and am into next semester at uni, I can apply for the exchange program for the first half of 2009. If I dont get in, Ill be staying in Aus (but still travelling for a holiday) and working full time for the first half of 09 instead. Which leads me to the fact that once I know where ill be in 09 I can get my own internet again (if ill be staying). So yeah. Long winded explanation but anyways...

Also, on the subject of uni - assessments are lame. They give you three due, one after the other, and theyre HUGE and then only worth 10%. Stupid.

Had coffee with an old friend (and ex-boyfriend) on the weekend ... not sure how thats going to pan out - in his messages he sounds kinda interested... Hmmm not sure. Still, even if we are just friends that would be cool too. He's a nice guy.

Thats me for now ....

Laters

Oh and YAY for Indiana Jones coming out soon!! SQUEE SHIA!!!!
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Not really sure what to say - Ive been away so long. Yeah, so its a little hard at the moment. Just cos I dont have a proper internet since like november last year, so its hard to keep up with life in the land of LJ. But yeah, anyone who notices this just saying im trying (and i HAVE said this before so yeah... i guess we'll see) but in anycase I can always try. I miss my flist. 

Lol i feel gross right now cos of all the chocolate I just ate. and I kind of dont want to eat it, and i know that i shouldnt be eating it and that if i throw it out i wont eat it anymore obviously, but i dont want to waste it. how stupid is that. id rather eat it and have it on my thighs than throw it out. whatever. And Im watching Garden State, and I watced Mr Magoriums Wonder Emporium - man I just love Natalie Portman, she is like my inspiration.  

Random ramble.

So anyways, uni is kicking my ass as usual and work and everything ... but whatever. wah wah wah - lol im just having a whinge aye?

So yeah, im trying to comment on all your journals - im keeping an eye out and commenting when i get a moment ... rest assured Im still alive! :)

What a way to get back to LJ - with a meme

  • Mar. 22nd, 2008 at 7:23 PM
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Snagged from [info]runedgirl
Bold everything you've done. Add three of your own to the end.


Cos Im leavin' on a jet plane....

  • Feb. 10th, 2008 at 11:21 AM
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Hey there all,

Just a heads up that Ill be in New Zealand till the 19th - if you try and reach me,i wont get your messages till I get back. So yeah, FYI peoples.

Love and leave ya,

Sam

Im back baby!!

  • Jan. 29th, 2008 at 3:52 PM
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Hey everyone!!

I have been away! I went to this leadership camp called RYLA - and I am a changed person! It was insane!!

Anyways, I wont bore you with the details, I just wanted to say a quick hello to all and say that Im back.

Talk to you all soon.

HUGS AND KISSES

Sam
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As seen all over flist but taken from [info]sapphs....

Take the first sentence from the first post of each month of 2007. That's your year in review.


JANUARY - I hadnt even joined the revolution yet. No LJ time for me till mid Feb!
FEBRUARY - Welcome to Live Journal
MARCH - Bored as all hell 
APRIL - Im late, Im late, For a very important date!
MAY - Procrastination sucks ass... but its my ass so yeah... whatever
JUNE - Delicious delerium
JULY - Back in black
AUGUST - Englishteaboy - Everything (something different)
SEPTEMBER - Today's words are brought to you by the letter M
OCTOBER - Where Ive been
NOVEMBER - Remember, remember, the 5th of November
DECEMBER - Its my party and ill cry if I want to ... "Happy Birthday to meeeeeeeeee!!"

Right now? Im sitting here - with a severe case of tonsilitis .. .damn. My microecon exam went ok I think :) but Ive got the midsession next week . Blerg. 

For those that havent seen this yet.... watch! We want the views to go up cos it will mean that it has more of a chance to be released in cinemas!

www.youtube.com/teninchheromovie www.youtube.com/teninchheromovie www.youtube.com/teninchheromovie

 

Its the greatest time of year...

  • Jan. 2nd, 2008 at 11:39 PM
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2008.... hmmm what shall we get up to ?

It came upon a midnight clear...

  • Dec. 26th, 2007 at 6:55 PM
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OK so here are some vids...





 

Enjoy...


OH MY GOD!! ... and also? my internet is lame

  • Dec. 21st, 2007 at 11:25 PM
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Ok so you all know i have "issues" with my internet right? Well for the past (going on 3 weeks) my internet has been out. Completely out. I am almost tearing my hair out. But what i wanted to say - and what ive wanted to say since my birthday was ...

 OH MY GOD!!

[info]sapphs got me a SIGNED photo of Jared AND Jensen (dont know how she did it - but she is amazing) and this was on top of the john williams concert we already went to. I wanted to tell you all AGES ago but my internet is gay. 

So yeah. When she gave it to me I literally screamed and then proceeded to jump on her. Seriously. She is the RULER, nay GODDESS of the AWESOMENESS!! All hail [info]sapphs!!!

Oh and my best mates? The guy? The one that I have had this thing for since [info]sapphsintroduced me to him - wearing his Air Cadet dress whites *DROOLS* (actually I think i had met him before but this was a defining moment) and yeah anyways, i try and forget the thing - it gets in the way of the friendship - and yeah so what he did for my pressie was he had taken a photo while we were down the coast and then enlarged it and framed it , THEN he had stuck the seashells that we had collected all around the frame. Ill have to upload a pic when my internet is fixed. I was gobsmacked. (Even tho [info]sapphspresent pawned them all, even his). So we love the Steve (search englishteaboy on www.youtube.com and you'll see what I mean)...

So yeah.... thats all I have to say. :)

Hope youre all good, and ready for Santa hehe

Also I posted all your Christmas cards, like i said i would, but they are late ... so you probably wont get them till after Christmas. But oh well. Better late than never aye?

Love ya's

*facepalm* yes, I am THAT dumb....

  • Dec. 10th, 2007 at 1:05 PM
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I would just like to say a huge SORRY to all those who's flists I literally (and unknowingly I promise you) SWAMPED this morning. I didnt realise that when you edit your post if you then fix it and click post, even if you hit the back button after to fix teh problem again, it posts each and every one. For some reason the second part of my post wasnt coming up every time I thought I edited it so I would keep checking by posting - not realising that there were already 50 of the same just before it.

So yeah,

HUGE SORRY'S ALL ROUND!! .... and dont make me have to repeat myself!! :D LOL

Sorry again guys. Thanks for not paying me out about it too.

LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE 
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I know I have already posted this like a BILLION times but I was going into my journal to delete the other ones and you know what?? I deleted the wrong one!!! ARGH!! I swear (even tho im having as great day) Live journal is hating me.... so sorry im posting this again. Im sad cos it had all my comments on it - wait! MAYBE the comments are still in my inbox *crosses fingers*

This was meant to be posted from youtube.com but I am at work and the site is blocked. But it will be up on my youtube account later today :) check me out .. search for SammylovesDean and you'll find me!


   


Damn I wish I knew what I said next.... argh *tears hair out* i mean i know there are more important things to get mad about but come on! I had it exactly how i wanted it :(

Oh well, anyways, i think i said something about my pressies here - I got a watch from my mum which looks like a Cartier one (LOVE IT!!), she also gave me these silver earrings, the Angels and Airwaves cd, a must see destination book, and some other stuff. My brother gave me a book which i wanted by Stephen Donaldson, and a Bruce Willis dvd set. From my grandparents, I got a trip to NZ to see them and little things from other rellies. 

Ill update you on today later on...

Hmmm was there anything else? Hope not.

Sorry you had to sit through this all again - but I can promise you, it irritate me more than it irritated you. If this is not the case - let me know! im happy to share the frustration.

Oh well, in the end, what can you do? Cest la vie

Love love love to you all. Thanks for putting up with all my craziness!

Sam

Breaking the habit...

  • Nov. 29th, 2007 at 1:50 AM
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Memories consume
Like opening the wounds
I’m picking me apart again
You all assume
I’m safe here in my room
(unless I try to start again)

I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
Tonight

Clutching my cure
I tightly lock the door
I try to catch my breath again
I hurt much more
Than anytime before
I had no options left again

I don’t want to be the one
The battles always choose
‘Cause inside I realize
That I’m the one confused

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
I don’t know why I instigate
And say what I don’t mean
I don’t know how I got this way
I know it’s not alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
Tonight

I’ll paint it on the walls
‘Cause I’m the one at fault
I’ll never fight again
And this is how it ends

I don’t know what’s worth fighting for
Or why I have to scream
But now I have some clarity
To show you what I mean
I don’t know how I got this
I’ll never be alright
So I’m
Breaking the habit
Breaking the habit
Tonight


I just dont know what do do anymore. Inside im screaming. All i want to do is not be here right now. I just feel .... like i cant do it anymore.

Sorry for the depressing post guys. Im not having a great time right now.

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HAPPY BIRTHDAY TANAJA!!

  • Nov. 21st, 2007 at 6:39 PM
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sparkle - http://www.sparklee.com Glitter Text Generator - http://www.sparklee.com


..... Anyways hope your day is AWESOME and you just get the coolest pressies and you get cake and hugs and lots of attention and 'happy birthdays' - wish i was there to celebrate with you!! Enjoy your day mate - your presents are on their way soon!!

LOVE LOVE LOVE

from Sam

(ok so the brown was a weird colour to choose yes, but im kind of ocd about things matching - sorry dude)

AWOL .... sorry dudes...

  • Nov. 19th, 2007 at 10:32 AM
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So I am seeing Supernatural stuff everywhere...

Let me clarify ... the other day i was driving to uni and the cars license plate in front of me was JDM (to me... Jeffery Dean Morgan), then on TV the other night a movie came on with Steve McQueen in it (The Great Escape) and then yesterday I was reading a book and someone had a Winchester rifle. Is it sad that all these things remind me of Supernatural?

Hehe I also saw 2 license plates that said .... WTF - 285 and SFU - 876 (LOL what the fuck?!?! and so fuck you!! - I laughed)

So I havent been on my computer for like 5 days (it was killing me!!) but what with last exams, working, going out all night Friday and then reading and sleeping Sat, and being busy yesterday I havent even had a chance to turn it on! :( So Im making it a point to try to have a read of my flists latest entries)

On a happier note (!) I am on HOLIDAYS!! YAY!! Well.... at least until the 3rd of Dec - Im doing a subject over Summer (I think Im insane) and even tho its only one, its Economics (so kill me now)... plus Im trying to score heaps of work over this hols cos of all the travel (Leadership Camp, NZ twice, Europe, and most probably Canada or the US - but that may not be till early 09) im doing next year and cos I may not have a job at the school next year cos enrollment numbers are down (but they love me so hopefully they'll try and save me!) But in anycase, HOLIDAYS ARE HOLIDAYS ... and I intend to enjoy what I can!! Im going to read (fanfic, books and mags Ive been behind on), live on my laptop, watch dvds, bask in the sun, hang with mates, and probably be made to do all those crappy jobs that I say Ill "do in the holidays".... but still :D

Hmmmm Tanaja, this is a note for you babe, I was waiting on [info]nocturnius  to get back to me (i sent her a message) but she hasnt. I didnt wanna spoil any surpises but I guess Ill just have to ask you - what is your shirt size?? Just incase I might be getting you something on those lines. I didnt wanna guess and although your present will be late now, I wanted it to be right. So yeah, get back to me so I know - thanks mate. Sorry you couldnt be totally surprised.

Those that asked for the merry gift of mail...ie Christmas Cards ... they will be going in the mail in the next few weeks - as soon as I get myself organised.... hehe and there's little surprises in each one!!

Ok Ill catch you all laters .... LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE LOVE

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I just want to take the time to repeat what [info]2sexyboyshad posted in their journal...

" While sometimes you can walk around shaking your head at some fandom wank that appears now and then, our fandom is one of the most generous, thoughtful, kind fandoms around. I personally can't thank enough the people that have taken a large amount of time to upload and share their pics and vids with others than couldn't be at Chicago. There are also many others that have taken time to transcribe events and vids. " Well said.

I just wanted to say my own THANK YOU to all those who have done so - you are those who make the fandom a better place. Legends!!

 

Kill me, kill me now

  • Nov. 6th, 2007 at 10:39 AM
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Ok so I am frantically cramming for my Macroecononmics exam at 2pm today and Im wondering why I do this to myself EVERY GOD DAMN TIME. Seriously, you'd think I wouldve learned by now. I mean how hard is it to go "ok so if i keep up on the lecture notes and tutorials ill make it a whole lot less stressful and easier on myself when the final exam comes around" ?? I mean really. I am so dumb. Apparently youd have to knock me over the head with a two by four to get anything to stick. How is it that I can remember like 10 seasons of FRIENDS, a hundred million little things about Supernatural (eg Jensen and Jared), inane random facts that have no bearing on anything remotely useful, lyrics to most of the songs that I like and all of the Harry Potter books and I cannot seem tp remember anything along the lines of GDP or CHI SQUARE Tests or the like?!?!?!? Argh. *FACEPALM AND HEADDESK REPEATEDLY*

Anyways, you may be wondering why I am posting this and not studying... see icon. I do not learn from my mistakes. Its my cross to bear... (hehe Blades of Glory quote - dammit!) 

Ok I am going now. No seriously. I am. 

*averts eyes from the tantilising fic hovering under nose*

Crap.

 

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